Julian – Estella Dawn

Lyrics of Estella Dawn – Julian

Life shook off my wonder
I’m a little tired but
God you look so pretty on
This mountain drive
And I wanna take pictures of us
But I’m scared that you’ll see me in focus
Wanna run like a river

I pull lies around my waist
Tight like a corset
Say that I don’t care
Cuz I don’t want to force it
But I wanna take pictures of us
I’m scared if I see you in color
I’m gonna fall like a star

Cuz what about when I need more?
Feel cracks up the fault line
Can’t trust your intention
So I question shit when it feels right
You act like you love me
Then pull right back like a riptide
I’m making excuses for you
And I shouldn’t be
Praying you come into focus
Oh oh oh
Oh oh oh oh
If you need me better show it
Oh oh oh
Oh oh oh oh

It’s a moody day out
On the edge of Julian
You laugh from the middle but
The kick is a hollow drum
I think you’re barely surviving
Trace the edge of my waist like
you might find some comfort there

Look at us darling
Playing house as the cards fall
A digital day dream
You buy me a drink
I swear it must be the last one
So I sip slow
Brace myself to let go

Cuz what about when I need more?
Feel cracks up the fault line
Can’t trust your intention
So I question shit when it feels right
You act like you love me
Then pull right back like a riptide
I’m making excuses for you
And I shouldn’t be
Praying you come into focus
Oh oh oh
Oh oh oh oh
If you need me better show it
Oh oh oh
Oh oh oh oh

I wanna take pictures of us
But I’m scared that you’ll see me in color
And I won’t be as pretty as you thought
I wanna take pictures of us
But I’m scared cuz my soul aches in that way
Makes me think that you’re made for me
Could you please stay in focus?